... even my pea brain is capable of revising plans ... So I knocked on Tempest's door again and asked if could pull out from pull-out ... and yep ... she agreed ... phew ... ;-P so my event spots will be set on 'temp filling' for a while and I'll still do them when there's no cover ... giving up my home/mainstore and the shop at Sanct was inevitable ... but for hosting a bit of a break should do as well ... I'd miss it too much on the long run ...
One thing I'll definately miss is Drake dj-ing my Friday midnights/ Saturday mornings ... it was his last time today ... he's too busy now with managing ... and it always meant quite a late night for him ... So I gotta visit some of his other shifts to hear that smexy voice again ... wonder who will be my next new reg midnight DJ ... Drake ... here linedancing with Kinu and Tempest
looks like I gotta do some updating in my profile pics ... lol how about this pic of DJ Hellbone ... *grins* it was quite a nice Halloween Party at the C.O.R. yesterday ... though I look rather like vanilla pudding with strawberry topping than a headless ghost ... and I wonder what my french LoonAtic is doing there ... *grins*
oh ... and while I was looking for a texture for my HAIRBAND-Party tomorrow ... I found this Hairband-post ... worth sharing for a good laugh ;-P maybe I should try to get one of those hairbands ... I wouldn't mind ... *grins*
I think I already had this song once in my posts ... but as most Deezer links don't work anymore ... Enjoy it again ;-) ... and look at that awesome woman on the bass , Gail Ann Dorsey ... wow ... wish that was me playing like her ...
There are those days when RL and/or SL just suck ... I had them again over the last weeks ... and I often wished to leave... to where-ever ... a 3rd life would come in handy ... ;-P and guess what ... I got one ... I just realised that ... and I got it almost since I got a 1st Life (does it make that the real 2nd Life then?) ... I got the client always with me ... no need to make an account ... no passwords ... no TOS or rules ... no sliders, radars, lists, tags, nc, spam, griefers ... it works unplugged and without the web ... lol
It's those precious moments when thoughts start to wander without control ... the creative blinks ... time of ideas and hopes ... somewhere between wake and sleep ... duty and spare time ... sense and nonsense ... sometimes seconds ... minutes ... even hours ...
Too bad that the interface to my other lifes is quite poorly developed ... maybe I should start bug-fixing this interface ... like beginning with this pic ... scribbled when my bad mood made me go into my 3rd Life for some relief ... and waiting to be turned into a better drawing ... a chance to find my way back to my RL-drawing skills ... long neglected ...
I just love DAY-DREAMING ... maybe because it's one of the few things I'm pretty good at ... ;-P
Maria sagt (22:33): I don't find a headline for my post ... lol Maria sagt (22:34): I got an empty head ... Dom Dom sagt (22:34): what's your post about Maria sagt (22:35): about removing my stuff from my shop in Sanct ... Dom Dom sagt (22:35): everything had an end Maria sagt (22:36): just the sausage got 2
now you learned today how I get my headlines ... ;-P
so I cleared my shop at Sanctuary Rock Mall today ... gave me a bit of a melancholy moment ... but you never know what the future brings ... a big thanx to Cats, Erika and Imdy ... *big hugs* you're right ... sometimes changes are inevitable ... I just wished I had more influence on those changes ... but I already feel better ... (phew ... I got over another part of midlife crisis ... yeah) sooooo ... I feel like torturing you today ... like usually only the DJs do during voting time ... 'big fat grin* ENJOY ... and no premature stopping it ...
I had it on my mind for quite a while now ... and the circumstances just made me do it now ... I quit my job as a regular host at Sanct ... so the next weekend will be my last regular one ... (Ty to Tempest for keeping me as a floater ... so you might see my tiny ass now and then at the club) I also close my shop at the Sanctuary Mall on wednesday ... and I give up my mainstore and home at Volkov in a bit more than a week ... not an easy thing to do ... got no choice tho ...
I'm tired of struggeling ...
I could give all the explanations that are going thru my head ... but I'm tired of complaining too ...
I'm not leaving SL ... I'm still at the C.O.R. ... at least for a while ...
and I'll find a way back to enjoying it ... sooner or later ...
I'm no fan of Rammstein ... but somehow the lyrics of this song say it all
If I had written this post in the morning after my SR-shift as I had intended ... it would have been a 'bad'/'good'-list ... weighing way more heavy on the 'bad' side ... but I didn't ... due to a really bad mood caused by my damn ear-infection and the sad feeling, when I realised that I can pay next week's rent for either my mainstore or the Sanct shop only ... Hard decision still to be made within the next 3 days ... But after some boring housework and an afternoon spent talking to my french LoonAtic (mostly about something completly different from my SL-stuff)
/me grins ... I just love this pic ... sorry Dom ;-P ... my mood calmed ...
and you get the good side only ;-) ...
First I wanna thank DJ Brent for staying the first part of my midnight event though he was dead tired ... and DJ Erika for covering the second part ... those 2 really ROCK !!! ... and ty to my fav drummerboy ... he should become my next 'pixassistant' ... now that I became a bit lazy with taking pix ... credits for this pic belong to Dylon ;-) it was fun having a nekkie event after quite a while ... and another one coming tomorrow with Sensational Skin ... must be fun for all the male Emerald-users ... lol I thought about trying Emerald ... but I dislike too much of it ... I don't need radars or checking who is looking at what or whom ... nor bouncing boobs ... [2009/10/24 0:59] Mayala Loon shouts: hehe ... f emerald ... got not enough breast to bounce anyway ... lol ... [2009/10/24 1:00] Alec Writer: looks close at Myala!! ... [2009/10/24 1:00] Mayala Loon grins @ Alec ... [2009/10/24 1:00] Alec Writer: lol, Mayala, yas do too bounce!!! ... [2009/10/24 1:02] Mayala Loon shouts: damn it ... lol ... but I guess the nipples then don't ... *grins* ... [2009/10/24 1:02] Alvena Weezles: barely i see a nipple :P [2009/10/24 1:02] Mia Octavia: and damn those boobs r bouncy girl! [2009/10/24 1:02] Alec Writer: Hoooo! [2009/10/24 1:02] Pussywillow Magic: HaHaHaHaHahahaha :))) [2009/10/24 1:02] Mayala Loon shouts: I won't uses emerald ... as long as there's no male counterpart that I can let bounce ... !!!! [2009/10/24 1:03] Mia Octavia: lmfaooo loony [2009/10/24 1:03] Morgan Pookes: ROFL ... [2009/10/24 1:03] Cats Kornfeld: eew bouncing bellies??? ... [2009/10/24 1:03] Mia Octavia: ywah i want them to wiggle like the rl ones do [2009/10/24 1:03] Flux Afterthought: they don't make flabby shapes as of yet ... [2009/10/24 1:03] Dylon Revnik: ouch bouncing blue balls :\ [2009/10/24 1:04] Alec Writer: Blue ball, a town in PA? [2009/10/24 1:04] Mayala Loon shouts: hehe ... I think the bellies already bounce ... but they don't dare to show them ... lol ... [2009/10/24 1:04] Mascara Fhang: i've seen a few flabby shapes Hey ... and I got good news too ;-))) Looks like I got a new regular DJ for my Friday 1-3pm shift at the C.O.R. DJ HellBone Barbosa ... hehe ... a dutchman again ;-P I already made him my C.O.R. Dj of the month ;-) ... and I'm looking forward to some cool parties with awesome tunes ... We already had some fun ... and I did a tiny SlideShow ;-)) Enjoy
btw. ... you gotta be patient with me tomorrow ... Europeans switch to winter time already tonight ... US doesn't ... that means I gotta get up at 5:00am instead of 6:am on my sunday morning ... I might be a bit ... grumpy ...
... or rather one of these weekends ... I seem to have them more and more lately ... it already started yesterday, when I wasn't able to concentrate on my shift at the C.O.R. ... with some RL-problems I had to face ... including an ignated terribly aching ear ... I'm glad that my DJ HellBone was patient with me and Maxxius offered me to get a cover for me ... big thanx here to Noa for jumping in and to the other nice staff at the C.O.R. ;-)
Today didn't start well either ... when hubby's alarm accidently went off at 6.00 ... on the only morning of the week were I can sleep till almost 8.00 ... and he kept pressing the stupid Snooze button ... well, at least that way I could stop by at Mia's birthday party ... ;-))
At Sanct ... Drake with his cool tunes and smexy voice kept my mood from dropping deeper ... I had a few talks that distracted me a bit, even one of a rather strange kind ... and later darn RL work kept my weekend from being a real and enjoyable weekend ... good to have a friend to get me out of that mood a bit ...bad, that he got in that mood right now and I can't be a real help ;-( Anyway ... here are some pics from SR this morning ... btw. ... I've never talked to Nadou, but for me she's one of the most beautiful AVs I've seen in SL ... and always a very nice patron ;-))) I hope Mightymouse didn't wake up with a hangover ... *grins* ... ty to Ryan for this cool and funny dedication :
Now I wonder if I should keep the PINK part of my AnimalPrint outfit for tomorrow, choose another colour or change it back to white ... erm ... somehow I look edged ... maybe because I'm kinda edgy these days ... lol
hehe ... happy B-day, my dear blog ... a friend thru ups and downs ... SL & RL, sense & nonsense, pics, slideshows, music (damn deezer for killing a lot of the links ... lol),video (yeah , I know ... still a lot to learn) and what else to come ... looking forward to the next year to come ;-)))
Yeah ... I made it over the finish line ... but I spent most of sunday afternoon on the couch, fighting another big headache ...
32:07 min ... at least that was faster than the the run in June (33:29) and when I look at my results of the other 5 cookie-runs: 2004...37:50 , 2005...35:31 , 2006...33:49 , 2007...27:42 , 2008...29:46 well ... I guess I should stop being lazy ... and eat less chocolate ... a pledge for next year's run ... *grins*
Again my ipod was a great help ... Big TY to Dom and Cats for their suggestions ;-)
Ok ... thanx to Drake's tip I tried another recording soft ... and it's better now ... but still a lot to learn ... at least I found out about cropping ;-P Enjoy Sanct's new hobby ... LINE-DANCING ...
Tonight is the demolition party at the Wild Zone mall ... and the grand opening of the new rebuilt C.O.R. ... I gotta watch out not to party too much with the run coming up tomorrow ... tho ... that would be a nice excuse ... *grins*
